Madee's 7th Birthday

This is a picture just 2 weeks before she was taken from me...

Today is my baby girls 7th Birthday. It's so hard to believe that it has been 7 years since I was in the hospital holding my Madee. I think about her every single day, and I miss her more than anything. I wonder all the time what who she'd be today. I have thought all week long about what kind of birthday party she would have wanted this year. I have watched the Hannah Montana movie previews over and over and thought how I should have a seven year old little girl begging me to take her to see that movie....

I love you Madee... Happy Birthday...love Mommee

What I wouldn't give

To have you in my arms again,

Breathe your scent

And snuggle close to you.

I want to watch you sleep,

See your chest rise and fall

In peaceful slumber.

Let me lay my hand 

Over your heart,

So I can

Feel it beating 

Beneath my touch.

I want to be 

Lulled to sleep

By its rhythm.